I want a love
Smooth with it not rough.
Sweet charming.
Knows how to take his time and be mine.
Knows how to treat a lady
Great laughs together..
Am I hopeless romantic... ???
Are there no romantic men out there - do i have to settle on that one too
Nah Nope I refuse... the search continues.
Monday, July 18, 2011
Trying
Okay so I have bearly slept so many thoughts are runing through my head.
I am feeling someone's pain... not sure who..
This is a very trying time for me right now, because I have no clue what to think or even
know what is going on.
That is hard, hard as hell to surrender my will to the unknown.
To truly live day today.. It's a if i feel my heart shifting inside my chest, growing in a different way.
Beating and making space to allow somone it.
But my head it fights it for logic and reason and purpose.
I can not stand that emotion... love pre love, adoration.
It is an uncontrollable thing it makes me crazy!
I did'nt think i was such a control freak but ah yes I am. I need to know what comes next. right now I don't and I don't like it.
I don't like it but im trying
I want to force the issue, call for a conversation, and get answers but im trying
I am trying to remain calm, and I am trying to trust a little bit.
I don't want my past to control how I think of the future.
I am feeling someone's pain... not sure who..
This is a very trying time for me right now, because I have no clue what to think or even
know what is going on.
That is hard, hard as hell to surrender my will to the unknown.
To truly live day today.. It's a if i feel my heart shifting inside my chest, growing in a different way.
Beating and making space to allow somone it.
But my head it fights it for logic and reason and purpose.
I can not stand that emotion... love pre love, adoration.
It is an uncontrollable thing it makes me crazy!
I did'nt think i was such a control freak but ah yes I am. I need to know what comes next. right now I don't and I don't like it.
I don't like it but im trying
I want to force the issue, call for a conversation, and get answers but im trying
I am trying to remain calm, and I am trying to trust a little bit.
I don't want my past to control how I think of the future.
Thursday, July 7, 2011
You better work!!
I thought I had worked on these douths.??
What is the best way to see how far you've come, bring in a tester.
Testers: Outside people. Love interests Famly, ex boyfriends ... the list goes on
They will give you a test to see if ou are really the strong powerful enlightended woman that you were working towards. Or do you still do the same old things expecting the same results.
Testers also help us to see that we are new to some extend and not doing the same old things sometimes.
So love the changes, embrace the works in progress and know the difference.
Tip: Do not get a man arouse and send him on his way, he will find a way to take care of it with or without. More than likely the next willing woman will be more than happy to help.
Scorp!
What is the best way to see how far you've come, bring in a tester.
Testers: Outside people. Love interests Famly, ex boyfriends ... the list goes on
They will give you a test to see if ou are really the strong powerful enlightended woman that you were working towards. Or do you still do the same old things expecting the same results.
Testers also help us to see that we are new to some extend and not doing the same old things sometimes.
So love the changes, embrace the works in progress and know the difference.
Tip: Do not get a man arouse and send him on his way, he will find a way to take care of it with or without. More than likely the next willing woman will be more than happy to help.
Scorp!
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